God, who holds time and chance in His hands, is the only one who can put you at the right place at the right time.
I subscribe to Ps. Joseph Prince’s devos/notes on Facebook. And man, they really do speak into my life! Koko has always been listening to his sermons coz he gets his sermon CDs but I discovered him on iTunes! So I just subscribe to podcasts. I like the way he preaches though I call him the pastor who spits into the mike when he preaches coz he has that much enthusiasm when he preaches! I find that very captivating and inspiring because he knows when and what to emphasize.
Today’s note reminds me of a sermon he preached about letting go. I specifically chose to listen to that sermon on my birthday because I did not want such a happy day to be taken away from me. So the first thing I did when I woke up on that Sunday was, have my ice cream breakfast/”cake” from J then listen to the podcast while I was getting ready. It helped quite a lot. He was talking about a dream that he had once, about a menorah (see picture) and the source of the light. He saw that the supply was coming through something like rubber piping (my own description) and it was flexible. But worries/things we hold on to will stop or in a way, kink the pipes so that the flow would stop and the supply would stop. It empowered me.
Blogging this makes me want to listen to his sermon now.
Many times I just want to give up because this has taken a toll on me. I don’t think anyone really knows what I have been going through, and still am going through. What a total let-down.
But something caught my eye today.
You’ll never find the right person if you don’t let go of the wrong one.
I always think, Why? What did I do to be treated like this? and I just want to say “Sorry” for what I can say sorry for. sigh. Feel like trash because I get treated like it.