“The heart is deceitful above all things, and it is exceedingly perverse and corrupt and severely, mortally sick! Who can know it [perceive, understand, be acquainted with his own heart and mind]? [Matt. 13:15-17; Mark 7:21-23; Eph. 4:20-24.]”Jeremiah 17:9 AMP
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My heart has been deceiving me lately and it’s caused me to retract and curl up into a ball..I feel that no one truly understands how I feel at this very (season) in time and I cry myself to sleep most nights thinking about how life has handed me my fair share of lemons in the “matters of the heart” department. It’s difficult to see the light at the end of the tunnel and I’ve just about given up hope. What doesn’t help is that my head tells me these things I should be doing but my heart just can’t gather enough strength to do it. God, where are you? And why are you making me wait so long?
Beautiful Soul 